Showing posts with label Thanks. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thanks. Show all posts

Monday, June 1, 2009

Thanks for Listening

I wanted to take the time to thank all family and friends for listening. That's it, just for listening. When I went off Zoloft during pregnancy, a lot of my anxiety and depression returned. It was a very difficult time for me.

I know that I made a lot of phone calls searching for an ear to listen, and it may have inconvenienced some of you, but it made all the difference. Feeling extra needy during that time forced me to back off from everyone for a bit and take some time to reflect. Sorry if some of you only hear from me when I am in crisis mode, but I feel that I take up so much of your time that I need to give you some space.

Going off Zoloft during pregnancy was a difficult task for me. I remember the before, the during, and the after Zoloft. I experienced the withdrawal--which was a bear and very rough. I never forgot the before, nor did I ever want to experience it again. It was a rough road to go down again, but wonderful friends and family made it all so bearable.

If you heard from me a lot (or even a little) during pregnancy, thank you so much for being there for me. I really needed an ear, advice, and encouragement. If you haven't heard much from me since--in addition to having a baby--I felt the need to back off for I had already imposed so much. Please just know that you are a blessing to have as a friend, very appreciated, and that I would love to return the favor or do whatever I can in the future should you ever need it.